Sometimes I wish I could go away
I'm no good to anyone
Reflection, if I could change my ways
Redemption, like you would care
This is my life
And this is what I've made it
I live my lie
And this is how I fake it
I .......hate..... myself
Deceive you and take your life away
Temptation, you are to blame
I hate the man I've become
Perception, I'll never change
This is my life
This is my sin and sorrow
Don't pray for me
My crucifixion follows
I.....hate....myself