I destroyed all the controls of life secure and safe
And I killed all the answers on how to kill time
I ripped all the relations with all I was related
I lied all the reflections which I believe were mine
I lied
I lied I believe
I've brought so many things in to bend my consciousness
I've brought so many things home which I've never really needed
I spoke so many words without any meaning
I lied straight in the face which I believe was mine