I love him despite knowing that I shouldn't love him
I know I'd be doing the right thing to leave him and start to forget him
He has never given me the hope of tying himself to my life
But when he holds me in his arms I feel optimistic
I know that I'm fooling myself, buying lies
I love him despite knowing that I'm going to lose him
And I fight with all my love to keep him
The time I spend by his side goes floating
But when he's lost for days I hate him, crying
Later he comes back and I love him again
I can't leave him, his mouth tempts me, it invites me to kiss it
I can't leave him, it frightens me to think of it, to live without touching him
I can't leave him, there's no other man who could make me forget him
There's too many years which, good or bad, I can't change
His love hurts me, I wish I could leave him
I feel lost, I love him
I know that there's no future nor happy ending
But he's my world, he's the man who makes me live