In privacy I gaze until the bitter 9th phase
shade the window dear
The light's still reaching here
Unhappiness you ask - unhappines you'll find
Again you failed to read between my lines
Discontent and carnal vitality are combined
beckoning as shivers downwards my dead spine
Your loyality tormenting me
The more i suffer - you quench more
this effigy of silence
is the treason I adore
A prisoner of my sarcous tomb
Sentenced to a so called life
behind a haze grown colder
Is this the role you sought as wife?
A burden on your fragile shoulders
Until the moment of departure
The end of the pathetic joke
In sickness and in health
Please leave me be
And bury me in smoke