Dying wasn't easy, they still won't leave me be,
Electric currents shake me, but now I've broken free,
There is no darkened tunnel, it's nothing like they say,
I've had enough of living, I've finally had my way.
Resent repulsion
Solitude forbidden
Dangling, choked, taste your throat, this time I will succeed,
I feel this end is needed, though some would call it greed,
Blood speckled runners twitching, this ends relentless pain,
This welcomed, extreme measure is what might keep me sane.