I'm working on my forward thinking
Working on my self control
Process this ugly mess
And figure out how to make it whole
Choke down a bus ride to the city
Chase it with a trip to the East Side
It seems like overtime
I'll get so numb that I won't mind
Some days I actually forget
That this is really something
One look from you and that is it
And this is really something
Being hard is hard so sick of it
And this is really something good
This is really something good now
Go change the oil, go get the tail light fixed
Go buy some groceries in the dark
Earth shakes, gets re-arranged
And I realize I missed the mark
Some days I actually forget
That this is really something
One look from you and that is it
And this is really something
Being hard is hard so sick of it
And this is really something good
Some days I actually forget
That this is really something
One look from you and that is it
And this is really something
Being hard is hard so sick of it
And this is really something good
This is really something good now