Verse 1
I am reckless with my soul
broken and defeated by the things I can't control
I have given up so many things for a hope when I die
that these heaven seeking promises weren't lies
O God of mercy you have told me I could put it in your hands
do you really think I can?
Chorus
And if I had everything I want, would I keep falling down?
would I keep falling down?
so here I am learning to cast aside all of my desires
all of my desires
Verse 2
I am restless in my soul
stealing their affections trying to fill an endless hole
I have cried alone so many times
cause I can't feel your love
I remember when you used to be enough
O God of mercy so they tell me I can put it in your hands
do you really think I can?
Chorus
Bridge
so are you even real
or am I afraid to feel?
scared of what I'll find
that when I cried to you, called it true
in the end will it be that I wasted all my time?
but with all these doubts I'm offering to leave it all behind