What does it mean to be happy
And am I getting better
I used to make excuses for myself
but its not the weather
I tried to rid myself
Of my anxious tendency
I have to accept my head for what it is to me
I'm not super human
Well I'm barely alive
Well I would kill to leave my house
And not be afraid of the outside
So I started thinking
It'd be so nice
To not have trouble sleeping
I haven't slept in nights.
So I called to apologize
For every night
I told you I didn't want to live my life
But I hung up
Before you pick up
Because I changed my mind
no more (??)
And I know about myself
And if giving up doesn't make you stronger
Then why the hell am I still here
Call me depressed
And tell me to get over it
It's not in my head
but It's in my blood
So I called to apologize
For every night
I told you I didn't want to live my life
But I hung up
Before you pick up
Because I changed my mind
And I've gotten better
At getting better
And I've gotten better
At getting better
At being me
And I've gotten better
At getting better
And I've gotten better
At being me
And I've gotten better
At getting better
And I've gotten better
At being me
At being me