Well I've been living in a sim life
I've been sitting here most all nights
I've been cheating cause
It's easy to do (you know it's true)
Well I've got all the money I need
I've got a room and a t.v.
But it seems like everything
Is on a loop (what should I do?)
I feel like going under
I feel like staying low
I feel my body aging
Carrying around my soul
I hear it loud as thunder
I feel I can't say no
I feel a war is waging
I gain control by letting go
I gain control by letting go
Well I've been talking to the mail man
I've been trying to make some new friends
I've seen a lot going on in this land (but whats my plan?)
I'll move through each and every new day
I'll look at everything a new way
I'll run through the streets holding your hand (that's my plan)
I feel like going under
I feel like staying low
I feel my body aging
Carrying around my soul
I hear it loud as thunder
I feel I can't say no
I feel a war is waging
I gain control by letting go