I hold you in my arms and my tears back
Touching your soft skin that glows like a star before it explodes into a million pieces. Your supernova is near. your lovely kind shines through your smile. Your eyes turn to glass where i can see your warmth and love i try to reflect. As you grow colder you slide through my arms and only your body is left as a burden beared by my heart. I cannot believe this, don't want to accept. Isn't love stronger than death ? If all we believe in turns to sand is there still a sense to live on ?
MIND MUTATION - ALTRUISM FAILED
CHARACTER CHANGE - LOVE TURNS TO HATE !!!
Dazed and confused i awake in emotional coma. This empty place where love once dwelled is overruled by the dark side of my mind. When all is gone and nothing's left there is one thing to rely on. Before pain becomes overwhelming instinctive resistance begins. I see you standing aside me. You live undead. Those who had not been kissed can never understand. Your words mean nothing to me, don't even hear them. I yearn for isolation, a lifeless world !!!
Dearest sun in my life, don't set tonight !
Don't leave me alone in this dark place !
Beautiful rose, don't rot away !
A garden of stones is so cold and lifeless !
All crumbles down, i break in two !
If you leave now my love will follow you !
My heart is eaten out, i kick it away. A useless waste inside: don't need it anymore. Warm emotions errupt to roaring fire! All barriers been broken. I'm lost, i'm free, i stand alone. A wolf among the sheeps - hurt and ready to bite. I want to make you feel my sorrow. Misanthropic i became! No love should be left after my metamorphosis !!!
BE AWARE !
Watch out for the black shadow hunting in the streets. Keep your daughters locked behind closed doors. Don't let them get into my hands! Now as it all comes back - total devolution - the same mistakes will strike once more if i would fail to fight my own nightmare, to ban this human weakness as i look for another
YOU!!!