Like a flower I witHer
Like an autumn leaf without Her
Why?
It's all a game of a weary mind…
Empty trunks for my stolen dreams, I'm
looking at this world behind a barred mirror
(Oh life), give me a shape that I can lose without sorrow
Give me a name that I can waste for tomorrow
What remains of the early lives
Just the grey that covers my eyes
And of the dreams where I laid
Just my own demons
…the empty times…
…a life distorted…
…the falling…
…the everything…
There's a nothing in my heart
It's evolving, expanding
Everyday it says:
I am you
It has your voice
How I hate you, my goddess
'Cause I witHer without Her
Can't you see… in me?
So try to close your eyes
and seek me as I am
the shine of a freezing sun
the burning ice under your skin
the joy I never showed
in all the tears I hid a laugh
So meet me out this place
That I will disappear because…
If the lies of my present are closing the "tomorrow-be" door
Like the echoes from past lives obsess every breathe, I am
Where all flowers wither to remember the beauty they lost / and a petal falls
Where in a December tear, drop under burden of years it will get drown
Slowly flow in this few sap
That remains in this old tree
Joys that return when all is lost
Didn't seem that deeper wounds
If an hard bark seems to shelter me by the outside
It's in me that you continue to dig… you dig…
There's a something in my heart
Always running, hiding
With a bit of voice it says
Please hear me
It has my voice
Maybe a shade of myself
When I wither without me
I don't want to see
I'm like a down-fall without tomorrow
I proclaimed my funeral long time ago
it's too sad to live my slow travel
close to Death I danced on my grave
Unconscious of life that flows around
An empty coffin for my stolen future
I waste my strength against nothing made walls
I'm the vampire of myself soul
I burnt me I burnt you for this wretched un-life
Wither…
This is what I am for you!!!
But you never shown that you wanted to understand