My existence is such a pain,
No one knows what hides in me.
I've tried to change but in vain
I'm locked inside, I'll never be free.
My wish, under the winter moon,
Is to silently pass away.
My unwanted birth signed my doom,
I can't find another way.
I feel the chilly silence hypnotise,
It makes my body freeze.
I'm falling asleep with open eyes,
And starting to feel at ease.
I see the tomb of my expiration,
My dying soul is soaring to the sky.
Suddenly I feel such desperation,
I've realised I'm really gonna die.
I see myself in the depth of the grave.
Admiration and fear hid in me.
I know that it's time to be brave.
Hope deserted me already.
Emptiness fills the freezing night,
Life has lost its energy.
On the gravestone fate will write,
Born immortal, dead for eternity.