It's when you cry for me and I can't hear
dat sound
It's when you die for me and no one's
all around
It's when I wake at night and have dreamt
confusing shit
I toss 'n'turn to hide my soul
from haunting it
All I see is nothing in your eyes
A reflection of your paradise
So hollow, weak, it fades away
Where's my forgiveness?
Am I the only one to blame…
It's hard to face dat bullshit,
- I act this time -
To see me fail 'n' fail again, to know
I've punished my own crime
I never meant to be the cause
of all that pain
But goddamn, I've paid my bills, so show me
who's to blame