i'm not goin out anymore
lie awake in bed till 4
close the curtains
shut the door
toss and turn and pace the floor repetitive delusions
bang my head up to no conclusions for tonight i just want to lose control wake the fire arrest all these delusions and all the sirens they never stop echoing around for blocks pull me to the woods or a vacant lot somewhere i can't hear my thoughts tie me to the mast take me safely let the waters be unlocked steer the ship into the rocks for tonight
i just want to lose control
wake the fire break it and rewrite the role
shake the bite of all that leaves me stuck on hold
wasted nights
go rest in these delusions
anxiety don't mess with me
no matter what you say i'm gonna get you outta my way
tie me to the mast with heart unlocked
don't let me steer the ship into the rocks
for tonight i just want to lose control wake the fire
break it and rewrite the role
shake the bite of all that leaves me stuck on hold
wasted nights
arrest all these delusions.