It's so hard to find
Words I need to say
I find it hard to believe
They will come to me one day
Spending so much time
Writing so many words
Still they don't get better
And neither does my state
No neither does my state
I've been waiting for so long
I've paid my debts to you
Spending so much time
Devoting it all to you
Think I know myself
Think I know my ghouls
Think I'm true to myself
Just never learned when to fold