I'm such an asshole
God I'm such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again
(chorus)
I don't believe
I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe
I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me
You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed
Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
You used me up and left me here for dead
(repeat chorus)
I crave it desperately, its a cancer eating me
An addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more
It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse
(repeat chorus)
God I feel so stuipd
You told me that you loved me
And I belived you loved me
You swore that you loved me
And I believed, now I know it was a lie