Sometimes, you sit down in your room and think about how can you give and be your best to a person. but, sometimes... this person wants and needs the worst.
(light)
Hidden under the sickest silence,
Remembering what you said about the fear
Of new hurts you felt surrounding
All around
All i wanted was to prove you
That we could share the same crustbreak
For us to be more than just two bodies,
'and i will take her from the cage'
And you turn around
And around
And around
Around
I will never close my eyes again
Memories crashing in me
I will never close my eyes
Because i don't know
I won't know,
Never known and
I shall not know
(dark)
Crashing under the hollow absence
Of hurts got in the past,
You need them as a drug
Just 'cos you build yourself a cage
Oh, and your madness came so crawling,
The wormy thirst for hurts again
And you turn around
And around
And around
Around
I will never close my eyes again
Memories crashing in me
I will never close my eyes
Cos i don't know,
I won't know
I should know, but now
I don't want to know
And this loathing, endless,
The stench of someone used - its your cage
A door was there for you,
But you destroyed the whole way
I will never close my eyes again
For this darkness i can't light
In every wound inside your blame
I will never close my eyes again
Memories crashing in me
I will never close my eyes
Cos i don't know,
I won't know
I tried to know (i tried to heal)
But now, it's no use to know.