when i wake up in the morning i just go back sleep
theres nothing to look forward to no food to eat
no friends to keep.. no girl of my own
i sit pretty much every day by the phone
waiting for a call i need to here a voice
my life has left me with only 1 choice
this life is derpressing and its takin me hostage
i try to think of better days but my brain has a blockadge
thinking why me using all of my knowledge
but there still no ansers just a overload of college
i guess alls a wanted was a piecefull life
but this life is to quiet like the slice from a knife
plus theres boys on my block make a whole lot of bad
upsetting my neighbors causing them to go mad
thinking of the troubles the world has makes me sad
the day i make a new life i will only be glad
take the tears away pray for better days
looking at the clowds now just a whole lot of gray
i will never let my heart and my mind betray
they are my 2 best friends and there here to stay
you make think am mad but just think for a sec
whats the one thing you talk to when ya upset
your mind tells one but your heart the other
but theres only one option you can discover
my heart bleeds away from the death of my brother
my tears cry for me alone without a belover
my pain keeps releasing but only falls to the gutter
i would be rapping about girls drugs and cars
that aint rap or hip hop it just real shit bars
each day i make a wish to the brightest stars
because the way my life feels this was all my cause
i am shouting out god please look out for me
maybe one day you will see that all i do is plee.....love you Cheee and n to the u.