dignity drops like flakes of skin
forgive and forget i'm the victim
the blinders are ripped from my eyes
the front is now shown i can see the lies
drowning in hope where's the surface
where are my eyes they've been stripped from my head
my ears shut off i can't hear what you've said
the pain rips my mind never stopping for fear
i reach for myself my actions not clear
i choke on every word that i've said to you
stripped of my innocence i gave you my trust
once a believer can you taste my disgust
what have you given me to remember you by
just painful reminders and a mouthful of lies
so many times i have trusted
so many times i have fallen
i've fallen down
you've sucked the life right out of me
i confronted you but you fail to see
that i'm tired and it's getting fucking old
i want to break you and your fucking mold
i want to seize you
i want to break you
what can i do to get through to you
can't you see what's inside of me
are you going to suck the life out of me