I know you wanna be far away from me
Spirits in the breeze, weakened at my knees
Staring at the moon, I know I'll be there soon
No, not forever
It's not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
I know we'll be together
Walking down the street staring at my feet
Wonder what lies beyond the winter trees
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
I know I'm a letdown, I know I'm a liar
I hope I find her
This is a reminder
That I'm the one to blame
Always the spark that ignites the flame
Its not whatever
Stay sad for never
No matter the weather
No, not forever
I don't care at all, that's my biggest fault
Ignoring every text, ignoring every call
All I do is run, all I do is hide
Frightened by the world so I stay inside
At night forever
I'll sleep for never
Awake together
No, not forever
I just wanna go, I'm far away from home
Up at 3am just staring at my phone
I'm a waste of space standing in the rain
And feeling nothing
I'll stand for something
Always be nothing
I'll just sit in silence
Tears fall from my eyelids
Twinkle twinkle in the sky
I just wanna fucking die
Slit my wrist and end this pain
Put a bullet in my brain
Twinkle twinkle little star
I hope I get hit by a car