It's been a while since, It's been a while since,
It's been a while since y'all heard my voice.
It's been a while since I've been on a track,
That's because my soul became solely abstract,
I remained in my own darkness while sadly intact,
I've been gone too long, but now I'm finally back,
It's been a while since someone wiped my tears,
I refuse to break down with these futile fears,
With these watery eyes my vision's still clear,
Even if I fall down without any help near,
It's been a while since the last time I fell in love,
A shattered broken heart to me is plentiful enough,
My heart no longer beats, I've bled all my blood,
And the love I could give has now drowned in the flood.
It's been a while since my last thoughts of suicide,
'Cause I finally found the reason for living my life,
I walk forward slowly with the future in sight,
Alive outside, but soulless inside.
Though time has passed by through the sights of our eyes,
We must live every day without a certain demise,
Put all the sadness, pain and struggle aside,
And try to find the bright sunshine in your life.
It's been a while since I've been truly blessed,
Why would I anyway with numerous pains in my chest?
Remember these words: Life is a quest,
We're all in search of this one thing we call the best,
It's been a while since I knew and had a best friend,
Could this finally be the end of a lonely man?
Anxiety's the common state I trend and tend to apprehend,
And insomnia keeps me wide awake to a late extent,
It's been a while since I had a reason to smile,
There's nothing else left to do that's worth my while,
If you take my 9's and walked a few couple miles,
You would understand why I'm widely versatile,
It's been a while since the last time I felt good,
Disappear forever? Shit, I don't know how I would,
Fuck, I gotta make sure and wonder if I really should,
So many various feelings; I'm misunderstood.
Though time has passed by through the sights of our eyes,
We must live every day without a certain demise,
Put all the sadness, pain and struggle aside,
And try to find the bright sunshine in your life.
It's been a while since I lost my only soul,
And the stroll has been done on a lonely road,
As long as I'm alone and grown, I know I'm in control,
Of the outcome of things that will one day unfold,
It's been a while since I flew and felt really high,
And I broke every bone as I fell from the sky,
Distinguished in anguish, all I do is sigh,
And when I meet my sorrows, I have the urge to cry,
It's been a while since my past visit in hell,
I was painfully burnt the last time I fell,
As I rose from the ashes, I dwell and swell
Because I know I'm free but stuck life's jail cell,
It's been a while since I've asked a question,
I'll repress and regress in my own depression,
I'm oppressed and aggressed in my own obsession,
My confessions are revealed through my expressions.
Though time has passed by through the sights of our eyes,
We must live every day without a certain demise,
Put all the sadness, pain and struggle aside,
And try to find the bright sunshine in your life.