Here i am Eyes opened in the dark
Waiting for my brain Why is it still off?
My head hurts My body creeps in pain
My watch calls me in vain Why can't i turn it off?
And every morning When i open my eyes
I try to find out a good reason to live
But i'm already used To my morning depression That's killing my life
But it happens to be
That i'm feeling like a bat When i am just a fucking mouse
And it happens to be That in my worse nightmares
I just open my eyes and it's 7:00 a.m.
And i won't let Or maybe i should not
Nightmares in day Tv on at night
When night comes My neurones start to shake
Kinda short circuit They know i'm fucked up
And maybe They would rather turn off
At least i could close my eyes and sleep
But i'm already used That my morning depression Keeps ending by nine
Probably i'm goin'nuts, or i should just leave my issues
One thousand shrinks could not help me out
Unhapilly i'm keeping my hopes, that i'll be fine again
Someday, i think, i'll find a relief