Wake up with a weight upon my chest
You're fast asleep
I listen to your breath
Can we still be great
Is there enough time left
To make your proud and live without regret
My mind is plagued with things that I don't say
I suck it up and choose to start the day
Cause that's the one thing
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
I'm scared to death that I might lose my health
Fade away before the cards are dealt
One too many times I cross the line
Will I lose myself to a damaged mind?
Will I fuck it up and cause her pain
My father's son, I change my name
About to break the pressure just to run
I swallow it down
I won't show my crush
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
My fear, my pride
My double life
My darker side
All these little white lies
This is the place I hide
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
My fear, my pride
My double life
My darker side
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know
She never ever need to know