Everlasting solitude is where I find myself
Looking back upon past years, how'd it get to this
Endless times I counted blessings, what I'm grateful for
Never did I realise they owed me so much more
Overdue respect is what I grew used to
Long time getting through
Long time passing, long time passing
Long time getting through
One more time - forever mine
One last time - never mine
One more step to be the last, consuming darkness has been cast
Raped from all that I once owned, again I find myself alone
Unceasing calls for retribution, deserving for those in accusion
Eternally trapped to adversary hatred, pleas to breathe never got answered
Overdue respect is what I grew used to
Long time getting through
Long time passing, long time passing
Long time getting through
One more time - forever mine
One last time - never mine
Cry outs for the grave I seek have turned to all but dust
Distanced from the truth I need, this time of life unjust
Break and crack this outer shell, revealing whats inside
Terror strikes the face of those who see the man with pride
Overdue respect is what I grew used to
Long time getting through
Long time passing, long time passing
Long time getting through
One more time - forever mine
One last time - never mine