Intro: (Nova)
I'm looking for the right direction...
1st Verse: (Poetic Lace)
Poetically I'm trapped in an enigma,
I'm drunk in my mind but this ain't coming from no liquor,
Intoxicating thoughts got me stuck in memories,
Reminiscing on the pain from childhood catastrophes,
I saw my best friend molest my best friend,
Now the question, why is Lace stressing,
I'm only eight giving grandma diabetes shots every single day,
Grand pa needs my help I can't play today,
I got to change these diapers, I got to give them they food,
My child is gone so depression is my mood,
I wish I had a dad to protect me from this rain,
But farewell, I hear suicide calling my name,
I took a blade, I put it deep in my chest,
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't give me rest,
It led me to my knees, I'm begging the Lord please,
Just save me, He saved me,
He heard me when I said
1st Chorus: 2x (Nova)
I'm looking for the right direction,
I'm searching for the road to salvation,
Lord, So that I may fly away
2nd Verse: (Poetic Lace)
Unconcealed no longer hiding the truth,
I use to be ashamed of having these crooked teeth,
I use to be ashamed of being skinny and poor,
My mama said she love me but honestly I needed more,
I hated seeing mirrors because of my forehead,
Being insecure just kept my soul dead,
I'm so shy, hoping they don't even realize,
The flaws on my face cause they'll make my heart cry,
I was homeless, sick,
Horrified by this flick,
Accused of attempted murder made me lose a scholarship,
I tried selling drugs but it left me hopeless,
My brother's doing time so it left me bro-less,
But God, He changed my whole life,
The power of His Spirit gave me strength to live twice,
The one they canceled out is alive and doing well,
I own my own business cause God heard me when I said
2nd Chorus: 2x (Nova)
I'm looking for the right direction,
I'm searching for the road to salvation,
Lord, So that I may fly away
3rd Verse: (Poetic Lace)
Thank You God, I never would have made it,
I'm looking back at the times and saying I wouldn't change em',
The good, the bad,
The happy, the sad,
Every single moment has brought me to where I am,
So I, lift my hands,
And I, raise my voice,
And I, praise the Lord,
Cause its, all from choice,
You're the Alpha, Omega, Jehovah, Jireh,
My Daddy, my Keeper, Jesus, Provider,
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I shall fear no evil for Your Spirit is with me,
And if Your wrath against me, then please forgive me,
I hate to sin against the one that can heal me,
Cause You are, God,
The only one that's true,
I proudly tell my peers that they need to cling to You,
God so loved the world He gave His only Son,
So we can have eternal life with Him,
Now say it with me
3rd Chorus: 2x (Nova)
I'm looking for the right direction,
I'm searching for the road to salvation,
Lord, So that I may fly away