Feel it race
Going numb
Got me beating like a drum
What I say
When I spill
Maybe I should never talk
Na na na na na, ay
Na na na na na, ay
Stories end
People change
But I'm ripping like a page
I don't dream
I'm afraid
Seeing nightmares in the day
Na na na na na, ay
Na na na na na, ay
Say goodnight
I'm still lying awake by your side
And even though I know I shouldn't I'm
Feeding the monsters I'm afraid to fight
Leave every bottle
As empty
As my promises
Just like the last time
I swore I'd
Get sober for this
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm begging to live
Hands on your shoulder
I told ya
I'd get sober for this
Wanna drink
Wanna smoke
Wanna feel it in my throat
Then I sink
Then I choke
And I realize that I don't
Na na na na na, ay
Na na na na na, ay
Unafraid
Feel it rise
Baby you can bet I'm high
Then the pain
Let it ride
I been aching the whole time
Na na na na na, ay
Na na na na na, ay
Say goodnight
I'm still lying awake by your side
And even though I know I shouldn't I'm
Feeding the monsters I'm afraid to fight
Leave every bottle
As empty
As my promises
Just like the last time
I swore I'd
Get sober for this
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm begging to live
Hands on your shoulder
I told ya
I'd get sober for this
Say goodnight
I'm still lying awake by your side
And even though I know I shouldn't I'm
Feeding the monsters I'm afraid to fight
Leave every bottle
As empty
As my promises
Just like the last time
I swore I'd
Get sober for this
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm begging to live
Hands on your shoulder
I told ya
I'd get sober for this