I run so far away
Away from everything
When I'm in the light
My shadow tells me no lies
On top of all my pain
The mirror shows my shame
I can see the scars are deep inside
I can't believe that I went wrong
These walls were once so strong
They held me from the worst on the outside
I tried to build them up again
But they all just cave back in
The best defense I had I can't confide
Desire, break me away from these chains
I won't waste away with this sickness in my veins
My widowmaker, my widowmaker
I stand before a ghost
Someone I used to know
My former self haunts my ignorance
He follows all my steps
Into the darkest depths
Only to remind I live a lie
I've never felt so unreal
I'm numb but I still feel
I only sense the apathy inside
I take a look into the past
But my vision breaks like glass
The pieces swept away by my own pride
Desire, break me away from these chains
I won't waste away with this sickness in my veins
My widowmaker, my widowmaker
My soul has taken change
To something unexplained
My life I will reclaim
Desire, break me away from these chains
I won't waste away with this sickness in my veins
My widowmaker, my widowmaker