Blissful thoughts evade me now
Beaming sunlight brightly blinds my eyes
Soft wind blowing, cool and gentle
Still I'm lathered in sweat
I see a smile blessed with sweetness
Still I have to hide
I can't seem to climb these steps
Can't get off this ride
Sinking low
Darkest hole
Reach me
Poison though ugly has such a seductive nature
And so it cradles me like a tiny child
I long for the freedom of an empty page
Too hopelessly lost to see a beginning