Some people get all the luck
I want his kiss and I wanna fuck
But for my man, it's just not enough
We gotta fight if we making love
Pre-But lately I been driving myself crazy
I wanna be his baby no matter how much this shit pains me
I can't take him throwing things and punching walls
And cursing me
God damn I'm so ashamed
He's only happy when it rains
He's only happy when it's complicated
When I'm on beat my dude is syncopated
He's only happy when it rains
I think he gets off on the pain
He's only happy when the room is spinning
And when I feel like the whole world is ending
He's got a smile up on his face
He's only happy when it rains
Am I fool or a masochist
When he hit me it felt like a kiss
So damn good but I'm so scared of it?
I'm locked in love and I can't break this shit
Pre-I can't sleep, I can't lie
I can't fuck, I can't cry
Cuz you broke me down now I'm numb inside
And I'm drowning in pain
I'm so goddamn ashamed
I can't leave this house so forget my name
And I'm gon' take these mirrors down
Tonight I am no longer proud
Of the face I see when the silence gets too loud