It's to the point where I can't eat
I really lost my appetite
And now I'm losing sleep
I toss and turn at night
Cause when I look up at the ceiling
I see your eyes and they cry
Your tears fall from the heavens
My mind plays it's tricks on me
I'm lonely I deserve it
I'm selfish I'm worthless
I kill for a living
Cross my heart I won't give in
My bed I will lay
Cause no prayer can save me now
And it's times like these
I wish I had somebody
To tell me they love me
To tell me they care
But no you're not there
So I guess I'll just walk alone alone alone
So I guess I'll just walk alone alone alone
It's to the point where I can't speak
There's no words I can say
I'm not blind but I can't see
Cause this light's in my way
I prefer the darkness
Its solitude
And the serenity
It's how I eat
I faced off your emotions
Your sorrow
Your anger
Your foundations and anchors
Uproot to confuse you
There's no one to turn to
I kill for a living
Cross my heart I won't give in
My bed you will lay
Cause no prayer can save you now
And it's times like these
I wish I had somebody
To tell me they love me
To tell me they care
But no you're not there
So I guess I'll just walk alone alone alone
So I guess I'll just walk alone alone alone