I don't understand why this is how things are
Just wish I could be able to change and speak from the heart
All I wanted was to run and achieve high like everybody else
Instead of struggling like a mouse that can't leave its house
Just don't want to feel this struggle anymore
I just want to live my life like I have been destined for
Just can't take this helplessness
Want to make my way on getting a job without this uselessness
Gotta get out there to build self-esteem and share the stress
Tired of having to be at home working feeling useless
Wish there was a way to quickly relieve these problems inside me
All I wanna do is work and pay off bills to make us free
Wanna live my life with you baby without these internal obstacles
Be there when our boy is growing up and going to his schools
Don't understand why I got to be like this
I know its a test to see how strong I can be through this crisis
All I want is to be the best mum and partner I can be
Get my risks reduced so I can enjoy life with my little loving family