The sickness festers within me my disease I can't hide the fascination of being eaten devoured afterlife searching for the one who will consume me someone who is just like me a person with a fetish a taste for human meat living a life of seclusion no one to call a friend people don't understand me they only ridicule they think I am fucking crazy if they only knew the Internet is my only existence hidden behind a screen scouring the messages boards looking for a clue I don't believe my eyes is what they see true my skin crawls nervous sweat pours instant message sent to him waiting for him to reply minutes seem like days to me then his answer arrives my fantasy about to be fulfilled craving the knife wanting it so gleam of the blade as it unfolds peeling the skin right from the bone ligaments muscle and tissue exposed taking a piece cooking it slow the fragrant aroma stirring my soul the look on your face as you take your first taste your animal instincts have taken control sensing your blade cutting again watching my flesh fry in the pan begging to taste wanting to know awakening the sickness deep in my soul slicing away a part of my life giving you nourishment so you may survive feeding you flesh covered in blood it's time to end what we have begun slashing wildly flaying my torso while the meat is still fresh save my remains covered in plastic and put into deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash end my life now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds blood drains rapidly from me pulse rate starts to slowly decrease breathing becomes swallow heart is racing pressure building slashing wildly flaying my torso while the meat is still fresh save my remains covered in plastic and put into deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash end my life now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds slashing wildly flaying my torso while the meat is still fresh save my remains covered in plastic and put into deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash end my life now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds