I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
Yeah, you know the feeling
Without much hope, just blind ambition
Pretending that there's nothing missing
I always kept believing that... more
I thought if I had more
I wouldn't get so bored
But everything just left me empty
Love, walkin in and out of my door
Wasn't good enough no more
Well I dont trust myself life really sucks and...
[chorus]
First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
This time I'm gonna do it different cause I know, I know, I know...
If I put everything I have into it
E-ven-tu-ally I'm gonna get what's good for me
I'm just tryin to be creative
But everyone's so opinionated
Wanna tell me what I'm feeling
Cause one man's junk's another's treasure
When it's done, it's hard to measure or keep on believing
That more, if only I had more, I wouldn't get so bored (Oh, no)
But I know its gonna leave me empty
Life, walkin in and out of my door, wasn't good enough no more
Well I don't trust myself I wanna get stuck but...
[chorus]
First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
This time I'm gonna do it different cause I know, I know, I know...
If I put everything I have into it
E-ven-tually I'm gonna get what's good for me
Cause I don't want to live my life wondering if only I woulda, I shoulda, I coulda...
But I didn't cause I only blame myself again...
First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time, this time, this time...
If I put everything I have into it
E-ven-tually I'm gonna get what's good for me (Oh...)
(I, I, I) First time I thought it but (I didn't do it) I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So, this time I'm gonna do it different cause I know, I know, I know...
If I put everything I have into it
E-ven-tually I'm gonna get what's good for me (Me, Yeah...)