You gave me good steps to follow
And I wish I could fill your shoes
I wish the apple fell closer to the tree
You gave me a branch to perch on
But it's time for me to take control
This isn't about you
Just gotta try life on my own
And when I see fathers proud and smiling
I choke from shame and grief
And only wish I could be a source for your relief
We've both done each other so much wrong
I've made mistakes too big to fix
And maybe regardless of what I want
We just don't mix
And if you knew about my songs
Maybe this would mean something to you
The only thing I care about
The only thing I wanna do
The only thing that sets me apart
The only thing that makes me me
Slowly spelling out my heart,
For everyone to read.
And I'm sorry that I hurt you
And I'm sorry that I let you hurt me
But your little girl
Is gonna change the world
You'll see