Ive been losing my mind, Ive been living a lie
Ive been running away for so long
I try to put on a face and cover my heart
But Im needing it now so bad
I dont know how I feel
Maybe Im mad or maybe Im proud
Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
Dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud
No, no I can't explain whats happened to me
I feel like Im right and wrong
Inside everythings upside down, everythings spinning around
And its freaking me out
I dont know how I feel
Maybe Im mad or maybe Im proud
Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
Dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud
If only for a day I could be free
I bet youd feel the same if you were me
Im gonna spit it out, just let go
Ive been losing my mind, Ive been living a lie
Ive been running away for so long
I dont know how I feel
Maybe Im mad or maybe Im proud
Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
I dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud
Yeah, Im thinking out loud, thinking out loud
Cant find the truth, cant speak my mind
I dont know what I'll say, Im just thinking out loud