there's a thorn in my side
and I feel like I'm standing in the middle of a battlefield
oh lord I try
I walk thru sunshine rain
in every forest there's a snake
and the apple of my eye
the pain it comes and goes
I always let myself down
how does the letting go
it's just that way
it takes time a friend of mine who's fallen down a million times
told me feelings never go away you have to learn to live this way
and keep yourself alive
that's what he said.