Compliments make me uncomfortable
Am I allowed to say
I don't agree without making it seem
like I'm feigning humility
or deeply insecure
I am fine I promise
but I still don't know what to say
yeah my voice is okay
yeah I lost some weight
and I think that it's strange
to comment on anything I can't change
oh oh ohhhhh
manners are lost on me
I find it exhausting
to be so polite
I'd rather just fight
get it out of your system
so we can move on
I can take it I'm strong
oh oh ohhhh
Birthdays are bogus
yeah I hardly notice
when another year comes to an end
I don't know my friends or my family
only my mothers
she lets me know about all of the others
and I'm sorry I don't know the days of the week
let alone when you came to the world, so to speak
I do, I care about you
just not on a day I'm especially 'sposed to