Well it's funny you should ask me how I feel
As the scenes before my eyes begin to reel
I can't remember how long I cried
I can't remember how hard I tried
Turned my thoughts away from you
Like I had something else to do
And now I find you here
And it's funny you should want to see me now
Well I'd refuse you but I can't remember how
I can't remember how long I cried
I can't remember how hard I tried
I'd tell myself I didn't care
That I was down and you weren't there
You've been away so long
And it's funny you should want to know my plans
As the future disappears beneath my hands
I can't remember how long I cried
I can't remember how hard I tried
Now I'll cast aside my memories
And shut you out most bitterly
I'm down on my last smile