I remember the last time I really got down to it
Fed up with people I wanted first to kill them all
Now that I'm cured of this ill I can tell you what occured
But above all do not judge before you know
Lost in a crowd of strangers I felt suddenly out of my mind
Luckily I has no weapon on me otherwise I would have shot
You gotta know I had to stop before it turns into nightmare
Arrived at the point of no return I was unable to decide
I'm in madness and trance
Like a wild fire on desire, I'm on desire
Be my wish far from my dreams and feel the pain I feel deep inside
Many times I searched it for the desire of getting down to it
Many times I found it but not in any familiar friends of mine
Many times I searched it for the desire of getting down to it
Many times I found it but not in any familiar friends of my life
Friends of my life
Once in a while I met a guy who was sicker than I
You should have seen him swearing he would do it even if he would have died
I felt this sense of madness in me knocking along in my heart
Yeah I felt this crazy feeling coming faster that falling apart
You gotta know I am able to become risky for a while and why can't I
Should I hope to save the sensation of being someone else
Lost for a while beside a shadow alike mine
I better run away from this bad skin that transforms me in someone I don't like