I bet you look at me and think that I'm a dumb blonde
But you have no idea how far I've actually come from
I've lived right on the edge that I almost became it
I can't believe the things that I've done and I can't change it
Debauchery, the only thing I could count on
Was always looking for a place that I could come from
I tried forgetting all those strangers in dark places
But every time I close my eyes I see their faces
I lost faith in family
I lost faith in love and company
I almost lost faith in everything
And now I've got nothing left to lose
I'm gonna...
Push it good
Push it real good
Sometimes I think I got everything I'd die for
But is it real when you always seem to need more?
I don't rely in empty prophets or false promises
I don't believe in plastic idols, they're all meaningless
I'm not afraid of all the voyeurs and the vultures
I don't believe in all this manufactured culture
Been through enough of that, I know what I want to fight for
I just need someone or something that I can feel for
I lost faith in family
I lost faith in love and company
I almost lost faith in humanity
And now I've got nothing left to lose
I'm gonna...