Some say I'm insane,
Some think it's a game
Some move me out the way
I got nothing else to say,
some love, some hate
i just hold on to my faith,
me and my family get together and stronger everyday
I aint tryna get some sympathy you know,
and i know that nothing can break me you know,
I just wanna tell my story, let me know
are you gonna smile when you see my photo?
I smile through the strongest weather,
Take my money, i dont want no cheddar
I pray that my liver gets better, its the ones you've got forever
it will leave you, leave you, leave you,
as a prisoner, prisoner, prisoner.
X2
Gotta find my escape,
I will ride through this rain,
Cuz i know nobody's gonna do it for me,
I wrote a letter to my health I said "I'm really sorry"
As I feel my mind in flames,
I looked the world in it's face,
I just think about the times i had that ambition,
lost kid i never thought I'd make it out the system
Some asked why i came,
blood flowing in my veins,
can it keep me awake? don't cry me a lake
just learn from mistakes,
sometimes i need a break but every time i relax anxiety on my plate
take the plate i dont wanna eat the food,
they always tell me that i got a lot to lose
every day i wake up to some bad news so i told them i aint layin' off the booze, nah
Not now, God I'm not ready
Good life but the sins are heavy,
I can feel some pains in my belly,
Dad can't see another son buried