You know man I learned something,that life is life regardless
You only get one good or bad you just gotta make the best of it look
I used to couldn't stand the rain,now the stormin keep me sane like i'm immune to pain
I know shit never stays the same it's always bound to change
I came from essex hunnid deep to barely round the game
I'm still the same No Limit nigga I just found a lane
Now I'm the first born that's some' my momma proud to say
And now she all smiles I had to take the frown away
Used to be a wild child I had to calm down
My grandma used to worry,pray for me i'm grown now
Success, Leadership I gained that on my own while
And now my grandma gone and want me to be strong
How? I might just lose it all you say some' to me wrong
"BOW"Don't stare at me to long
Don't come to me on my phone foul
I fuck around curse out the courtroom on my own trial
Like fuck the judge you never wanted to give me a chance
Don't wanna see me greet the people see me shakin' hands
Don't want yo kids watchin' my shit on MTV Jams
So if i honor any honor nigga i'd be damned
I'm fighting cases now, the judge want me to go to school
I graduated from the streets what i'm supposed to do?
You'n understand my lifestyle what i'm going through
Just think about if you was me and what if I was you
A nigga tryin' to take my life ain't I supposed to shoot?
If I stay in the hood will I grow up as old as you?
When niggas raise they own sister, gotta mold the two
Your mother had a nose to smell theirs had a nose to toot
You feel me?I spit the truth i know that shit just make you wanna kill me. But nigga this the real me
While labels wanna deal me, but fuck that shit, I'll hold off and make them labels feel me
See my vision, I'm the business nigga couple mill me
Once I run up a milli, oh thank you lord im in my bag
Alone one in school,it was cold outside me and lil sis ain't have no cash
Couldn't take a bus we ain't have no pass, mom at work we ain't have no ride, now I might be in Bermuda, on the beach house ridin scooters I just might jump in the Bentley
I spent twenty thou' with uber
Niggas know I still be with them shooters, on the road yeah I keep them on standby. Real street nigga ain't never gone fold, Follow that code the only thing I stand by and I been in the road like err' night, doin' shows like err' night
Feel like a vampire, missin' flights gotta nigga on standby
Born at midnight that's a red eye
Say I ain't been on the grind thats a damn lie
Remember 2012 I was in a van high ridin' round with my guys couple of my niggas dead now. Seen alot of my niggas disappear before my eyes
Couple of them in the feds now, If I kill a nigga will It make me the bad guy?
Because they startin' to think im scared now
Don't think that you won't end up on a redeye i'm still one of them hitters now
Ion wanna relax, Ion wanna close my eyes last great granny said why
Start thinkin to myself as the tears cover my eyes "granny please would you stay alive"
Start praying to the gods tears runnin' down my eyes "Would you please help her stay alive?"Right side of her body still paralyzed
Now I really wanna scream wanna yell now
You'n gotta keep fighting I can't be selfish,go be with mary we buried now
I can still hear voices of you all In my chest,I can see the spirit all in the air now
Used to be a lil part still left in my heart and since you left ion really care now