Most of my fear... is sitting right here with you... for the rest of my life
And all of this pain... all of this came...
from the game that your mama and your daddy played and abused
So I am trying to get away... trying to break free...
From this twenty first century... slaveship drama...mmmm
And the beautiful dream it seems...Has turned to a bitter scene
I'm eating cold macaroni for dinner
Cos I'm a lifelong sinner
Amen... Amen... Amen...I feel that change coming
Bitch eat my cancer... Then I know we're really dancing
Bitch eat my cancer... then I know we're taking chances
X2
Most of my guilt... All of my tears... flowed like a river
Cos I failed and I could'nt deliver...when I started to shiver
I said fuck the whole world... I'm a little girl... I'm a little girl
I'm a big black dog...I'm a killer... all over the place
I'm trying to rehabilitate... from the self hate... from the self rape
I forgive you mother... woohooaw
Lord I'm down on my knees... praying I feel the shame
For all the things that I've done wrong... mmmmm
Amen.... Amen... Amen...
I can feel that change coming x2