I can barely find the words to say feeling
Your world we live is drenched in shade stealing
A life it takes to have it all
Getting older now I slowly drown
I've tried to run I've tried to hide I know
The more I try the less I find waiting
The day you come and took it all
The day that I lost it all
There's not much left of who I used to be
I'm drifting further everyday
All this time I've wished my life goodbye
I write your name down on this page
Strike a match and watch the flame
This horror, it's over, it's time to find myself again
And maybe I'll fall but I can't live this way
The tears of the gods how they rain down on me
Your world that we live while mine fades away
Before I just drown I'll be so far from here
It seems I found my clarity flying
It's taking back a part of me and I know
That if I ever have it all
That a moment it takes to fall
My time it burns up with the sun hiding
The day it all will come undone wasting
The years I spent out in your shade
Well today I reclaim my name
I take a breath of who I used to be
Just a little everyday
For all my time I wished my life goodbye
I write your name down on this page
Strike a match and watch you fade away
This horror, it's over, it's time to find myself again
And maybe I'll fall but I can't live this way
The tears of the gods how they rain down on me
Your world that we live while mine fades away
Before I just drown I'll be so far from here
And I know you know when everything's discovered
You'll seek me out to take these things of mine
But in time you'll learn our world was not forever
I've collected all the pieces of what was my name
And now the sky won't rain
And maybe I'll fall but I can't live your way
The tears of the gods how they rain down on me
Your world that we live while mine fades away
Before I just drown I'll be so far from here