I haven't been sleepin'
Just stare at the fan all night, yeah
Got tired of dreamin'
Runnin' into you all the time
Even the good ones
Good ones
May be messed up
Messed up
May be achin'
Achin'
Wanna wake up so
I haven't been sleepin'
Just stare at the fan all night
And wait it out
And my friends say I'm losin' my mind
And my parents check in all the time
But it's harder to see you're not mine
With my bloodshot eyes
Bloodshot eyes
The colors are different
Foreign and beautiful, yeah
Got this white noise and music
Fillin' my head
Like the signal's broken
Losing focus
Losing focus
Losing moments
Losing moments
Having conversations
Hours wastin' away
The colors are different
Foreign and beautiful, yeah, yeah
And my friends say I'm losin' my mind
And my parents check in all the time
But it's harder to see you're not mine
With my bloodshot eyes
And I know that they're all probably right
And I know I should just say goodnight
But it's harder to see you're not mine
With my bloodshot eyes