I'm back, spectacular rap when I get it right,
People tell me how I'm always at the top and in the lights,
Def is always bright, is that how im gon' really look to you,
Not a torn up white boy when he fucked up with a different view,
Hell no, that's when I never make the mistake again,
To always let a female in and just look at her as a friend,
Just pretend, we had more then we ever had together then,
Tell me friend, would you betray me if I ever ever spent,
More then the decade to ever come around again though,
Fuck no, stay together forever is what you said,
Damn I only ever spent, 300 dollars on hoes,
I'm sorry had to let you know, wont do it again like before,
Damn I'm only one man, I'm doing it right,
Live life, chase paper, shower and cheef at night,
What the fuck is next for a little soul like me,
Guess I gotta do what I can before the cemetery.
I was there I told you what you had to do,
Came back like a bitch and I dont give a fuck bout that dude,
Take your money, go and leave, had to deal with currency,
The one I'm getting round the world, and only when I'm investing and got your word,
Went to the Diner and I really saw you with him,
Couldn't think of anything that wouldn't make me sin,
But fuck that shit I just wanna get out of this place,
Mentally I'm not right man I'm full of this rage,
My life is caged,
A demon inside it won't get out,
shoud I sell my soul for some riches and watch it pan out,
Or is there too much risk in that shit in these times and days,
I just wanna find another way that I can get paid,
Funny, that you never really cared for me,
Till I pack my shit and move to NY, how will it be?
16, started out as the littlest MC,
Now I'm 19 feel like I'm living a dream.