I was getting sick of the traffic
And all of the tickets I couldn't pay
So I sold my car and took the bus back
To the corner church a field away
Where I lost myself in the faces
Of people I swear I met before
were someone else if I
Couldn't walk straight anymore
And if we drive away
To the place I love the most
When my lungs collapse and my heart turns black
I give my ashes to the coast
I found myself in a fishbowl
And I didn't leave my house for months
What's the point in trying a conversation
If you don't even have the strength to talk
But it's alright, I said I'll stay here
And lie awake for days
Count the spiders on the ceiling
Till my mind withers away
And if we drive away
To the place I love the most
When my lungs collapse and my heart turns black
I give my ashes to the coast
And I hoped that I would see your face again
And I hoped that you would be alright
And if I could find a signal of something
Maybe I could take control of my own life
And if I could find the legs to stand on or something
Maybe I could take control of my own life
And if we drive away
To the place I love the most
When my lungs collapse and my heart turns black
I give my ashes to the coast
Give my ashes to the coast
Give my ashes to the coast
Give my ashes to the coast
Give my ashes to the coast
And be my own.