The room is all silent your eye lids are shut,
You begin crying, saying why aint I good enough
Tears running down your cheeks,
2 trails of mascara dripping off your face to your feet,
All of a sudden you fall to your knees,
Your body starts shaking and its making it... hard for you to breathe.
Your minds playing tricks on yah,
Wishing its a bad dream cause usually never happens to yah.
Then youre phone rings,
you know its him calling, you dont want to listen to his side of the story.
You hear a lot of rumors, no way they aint true!
Even though the person that told you the news only assume that whatever he did made sense that he cheated!
From Every phone calls, texts, numbers you deleted
Came fat lies, you didnt need to hear, but the source that you got it from is someone that is dearest to you!
Chorus
I dont want start again, but it feels like the end.
Wasnt I good enough?
See then why dint you give it up?
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing Ive ever had to do,
But I gotta let u go and leave my tears!
The room was all silent, you hear the bell ring, you put away everything, youre books and youre pens den u standup say excuse me can I pass?
Smile on your face cause it was your last exam,
Head to the cafeteria to meet friends, ask about the craziest night on the weekend, chat about who hooked up with who,
Over hearing a name of someone dearest to you
You start thinking
Tell the girls keep talking
Feeding you more info getting deeper in the story
Then you clicked
They talking about youre cousins boyfriend hooking up with someone so up in the open, leaving you in a position where you gotta tell her, you scared to though
Cause you know that it will damage her but you do.
You let her know everything from the start to finish making up the story from what you assume happened.
Chorus
I dont want start again, but it feels like the end.
Wasnt I good enough?
See then why dint you give it up?
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing Ive ever had to do but I gotta let u go
And leave my tears!
The room is all silent you open your eyes
Your head starts pounding by the rays of the sunshine.
Trying to remember what happened in your room, you still smelling alcohol and some ladies perfume.
Flashbacks of you taking a few shots, taking a girl home in the risk, black spots, you begin to panic cause you know you in the wrong,
10 missed calls and messages on your phone
You get scared.
The butterflies start creeping, tryna ring yah girl, you assume shes sleeping.
Still no answer, you can hear yourself breathing.
The pace starts picking up of your heart beating
Wishing that you were never put in this drunk state.
You feel the buzz on your phone cause its on vibrate, a text in your inbox saying that she knows!
Now I guess that you knows how the story goes...
Chorus
I dont want start again, but it feels like the end.
Wasnt I good enough
See then why dint you give it up?
Why did you make me choose?
This is the hardest thing Ive ever had to do but I gotta let u go
And leave my tears!