Sitting in the park one night,
Souls were empty moon was bright.
Wishing only I could hold her tight,
But she is not near.
She's far away from here.
So I'll wait right in this spot.
And be rundown by my lost train of thought.
My sanctuary it is my room,
Even when flowers are in full bloom.
I'm gonna go to see her soon,
But what if she doesn't stay?
If I cant take her breath away?
When she loves me then loves me not.
I'm starting to derail my own train of thought.
She was the love of my life
Even wanted her to be my wife
But now it cuts me like a knife
Down to the bone.
I'm left all alone,
I can't believe that she actually forgot.
She's the conductor of my train of thought.
When she left me, I felt naked.
Didn't think my mind could take it.
Didn't know if I was gonna make it,
But I'm pushing on.
Into tomorrows dawn,
Where it's shit or get off the pot.
Or else get hit by your own train of thought.