I've matured, I grew my hair out
I learned love and a broken heart
The fights with my mother have gotten intense
I've gotten more guy friends for no reason
I want to take care of my own things by myself
(I love you, I'm serious)
I want to choose my future as soon as possible
I don't even let my boyfriends tell me what to do
(But I don't want to decide our future)
I don't want to regret it later
I'm dishonest and twisted
My heart is lonely, I asked myself
(A woman would rather be saved) I'm an adult
(I want to believe that I've matured) I can love
(Someday I know I'll think that) All I want
(The current me is childish) A way of loving
(I think that day) That I'm not used to
(Will come) Just smile, just smile, just smile
(By a kiss at this moment than a dream)
And all I can do is to laugh
I know all about myself
(Saying what is love)
About the future, about all of my past
I only have one life
(Is easier than loving someone)
I don't want to blame it on someone else
A fake smile, my twisted self
I am worried I asked myself
Having tea alone in a cafe
After midnight
I don't want to see anyone
I have days like that
I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you The truth is, I'm lonely
I miss you I miss you I miss you
I miss you I miss you I miss you
A fake smile, my twisted self
I am worried I asked myself
(A woman would rather be saved) I'm an adult
(I want to believe that I've matured) I can love
(Someday I know I'll think that) All I want
(The current me is childish) A way of loving
(I think that day) That I'm not used to
(Will come) Just smile, just smile, just smile
(By a kiss at this moment than a dream)
And all I can do is to laugh